Raya..

Lagi 5 hari dah nak raya. Tapi rumah aku mcm belum start prepare apa2. This year semua org sibuk. Kalau tahun2 yang lepas, aku sorang je yang mcm budak kecik baru nak rasa raya. Aku la yang pergi beli pelita, pasang keliling rumah. Aku la yang heret mak aku pergi PKNS or Jalan TAR cari baju raya for the whole family, siap semua sama color. Aku la yang belikan mercun and bunga api utk adik2 aku main memekak kat luar smpai mak aku melatah2, then tak ingatla adik2 aku kena jerit dgn dia. Aku la yang akan make sure kuih raya semua cukup. Aku la yang set kan hari apa nak buat open house. Kenapa aku buat semua ni? Sebab aku tak nak the joy of celebrating Hari Raya tu hilang. Kenapa bila kita rasa diri kita dah matang kita tak bole jadi budak2 and celebrate raya mcm dulu2? Adakah kematangan menghalang kita utk menikmati keseronokan? Salah ke orang dewasa mcm kita nak celebrate raya like we used to when we were kids. Yang sedihnya aku dah jadi antara mereka2 yang "Alaa.. Raya je.." Serius bosan la orang2 mcm ni. Anti climax. Sour grape. Tapi nampaknya aku pun dah jadi mcm mereka2 ni. Bagi aku masa. Aku nak siapkan assignment yang berlambak ni. Then aku dah janji dgn adik aku yang bongsu (dia baca blog ni) nak buat kuih dgn dia. Then I'll get the pelita, baju raya and mercun. Biarla aku dah anak 8 pun (exaggerate la tu), cucu 19 ke, I'll try my very best to maintain the 'suasana' of Hari Raya. Ayah and mak aku cakap kalau tak puasa tak bole raya. Korang yang dah 'besar' ni tak puasa ke? Kenapa tak nak raya?

Home sweet home..

It's 4.36 am.. I can't sleep. I'm finally home. From the moment the pilot said,

".. and to all Malaysians, welcome home.."

I just can't stop smiling. Satu perasaan yang tak dapat aku gambarkan. I'm a Malaysian and I'm finally home. ;) It was an awesome scenery to finally see Malaysians all around me. It was wonderful to finally hear sweet melody of people conversing in Bahasa Malaysia. Haaaaa.. Aku rasa satu kelegaan yang tak terkata. Aku tau aku baru 2 bulan setengah tinggalkan Malaysia but it just felt like forever. Mcm mana la agaknya orang yg tak balik berbelas tahun. Biarla apa orang nak kata pasal Malaysia, I still love my country. Kita akan appreciate apa yang kita ada bila benda tu takde. Baru 2 bulan pergi dah rasa mcm ni. Hehe. Actually ada cerita di sebalik 'kepulangan' aku ni. Panjang cerita. Cerita ni la yang buatkan aku betul2 lega bila aku smpai juga Malaysia. Esok aku cerita. Malam ni biarla aku rehatkan badan dan kepala. Malam ni biarla aku tgk anak aku puas2. Malam ni biarla aku menikmati malam di Bukit Jelutong, Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia. This my friend, is what I called happiness.. My heaven on earth.. :)

It's time..

This is it. The day is finally here. In less than 12 hours I'm going to see my baby, Eizwan Zarith Bin Ezzy Ismail. I can't sleep last nite. I feel anxious. What if he doesn't like me? What if he can't remember me? Hmmm.. Wish me luck babes. See u tomorrow in Malaysia! :) Till then, take care.

"In case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening and good nite.."
(Truman)

p/s 1st thing stop makan kat Dengkil. Walaupun sebelum ni tak sesedap mana food kat situ. I bet this time aku akan rasa sedap giler. ;)

Esok!

I am new to blogging. I read a few of interesting blogs from arts to politics. Suddenly I feel how small I am in this blogging world. People with interest in arts, they have wonderful says, inspiring words on how they defend their art blood from alienation. On the other hand, people who choose politics as their life agenda, have so much to say that really made me realize how naive I am about the politics. It really amazed me how knowledgeable some people are. Having said so, there are also bloggers like me, who choose not to be in any kind of extreme thinking. So we choose to report our daily life event from what we feel to as simple as what we eat. For me, the reason I decided to jump in the blogging world is for my husband and family to know my latest activity since we're separated in 3 different continents. I did ask Ezzy to do the same but he said not in million years. ;) Please don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that the lay back bloggers are not inspiring and knowledgeable, like me, u guys just choose not to be in complicated stuffs.

I really admire people who are really passionate with their writings. When I read them, I can feel the emotion that they put inside in each of their entry. Their writings managed to touch my heart. It's a wonder how words could actually send a message straight to your heart. I really wish I could do the same. I wish I could touch people's heart. I wish my writings could impact other people's life. I wish I could inspire people. I wish.. Maybe I need to find where my passion lies then only I could do all these. The question is, what is my passion? Lately I've been thinking maybe I could include what I've learned from Psychology in my blog. Maybe u guys could get something from it even if it is not much. Yea.. Maybe I should try that. Do u guys interested to know about Psychology? Do u wanna learn about people's thinking, behaviour and emotion? I'm not a pro, still 'work in progress'. My dream is to be able to stand in front of of the world and touch each of my listener's heart. I want each of my words could inspire people. Again, I wish.. but I do believe I can. Just give me some time. Wait for me. The day will definitely come. One sweet day.. ;)

p/s Haha. Title takde kena mengena. Esok nak balik! Nikkit, aku dah beli jus V8 kau. At last jumpa jugak. ;)

Teka la..

Teka la aku nak ckp apa? LUSAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! Haha. Hari ni malas nak tulis panjang2. Tgh dgr lagu raya. ;) Bag dah keluar. Dah start packing sikit.. Sepanjang 2 bulan setengah kat sini, aku asyik pergi airport hantar orang. But this time, it's my turn! Eventhough I'm not coming back for good but what the hell. Muahahahahaha.

Hari ni buka puasa kat Nandos. Haha. Kempunan tak bole tunggu balik Malaysia. Poyo? Diakui. Hehe. Don't worry. It's halal. Staffs pun Malaysian students. So dah tanya banyak kali. ;)



That's my room mate, Lyn. Dia yang ajak actually. Dia ajak salah org. Sebab aku pantang diajak bab makan. So kalau sesiapa yg ajak2 ayam, aku memang makan ayam. Haha. Okla. Nak chat dgn Ezzy. Tak sabar nak jumpa dia jugak. Hmmmm.. ;)

Maaa..

My mom just called me. She said this morning, something sweet happened. My mom was taking her bath when she heard my dad laughing. She went out and asked what's going on? My dad told her Eizwan was talking in his sleep. And guess what was he saying? "Maaaaaa.." Owwwwhhhhh.. Eventhough I know he was calling my mom instead of me.. :( but he was talking! In his sleep though. Hehe. Maybe he knows I'm coming back? Is that possible? Can a baby's instinct be that strong? I'm touched. Truly touched..

Seriously aku tgh sawan. Tomorrow I got one more class and one assignment to submit. Then I'm off to the city to get few things to bring back. I need to find Nikkit's V8 juice. Mengidam pulak makcik tu. Maybe I'll start packing my stuffs. Take out the bedsheet and wash. Haha. First thing I wanna do right after touch down is go to 'mamaaaaakkkkkkk!!!'. Haha. Gosh! Really miss Nescafe tarik, roti telur, maggi goreng, my cheese garlic butter naan (pronounce it with Indian style please..). I think I need to have my food wishlist just to make sure I don't miss anything when I'm back here. Haha. Pathetic.

Nway, what's going on in Malaysia? Heard so many things from the news here. As usual la. Mat saleh, they like to exaggerate things especially when it comes to Asian. Apalaaa.. Gaduh-gaduh ni. It's Ramadhan la. Takut pulak nak balik. Mengada la tu kan. Hehe. Ok la. Got to go. Need to finish up my last assignment before holiday break. Take care!

Zoo again!

Today I went to the zoo again. ;) I know I said the last trip was the first and the last one for me but I had to! I didn't have enough information for my practical report.

This is THE animal that I need to observe and do some critical analysis.
It's a Tasmanian Devil. Why did I choose this animal for my report?
Recently this animal's status has been upgraded from 'vulnerable' to 'endangered'. So kasi can la. Mana la tau I'm the last person who did a research on it before it extinct from earth. Hehe. Plus, too many people doing giraffe, penguin, lion.

Look at the ice-cream.. Adussss..
Kids nowadays just don't know that I'm fasting la!!

I think that pelican was looking at me.

Aku dah cakap. Mana-mana aku pergi dia still pandang aku kan?
Apa masalah dia??

At first I thought it was some sort of statue. Then when I was taking this pic, it suddenly moved. Kelam kabut aku lari. Kaki dia panjang. Mcm senang je nak langkah bushes tu nak kejar aku. Knp aku sorang je paranoid? Tak berapa pandai la mat saleh2 ni sebenarnya.

Anyway, nampak tak kat bawah tu tulis apa? Dia tuuuuulis.. 3 hari lagi!!! Haha. Tuhan je la yang tau apa aku rasa sekarang.. Gumbira tidak terkata! It's not that I didn't enjoy my life here. I do! But if I can choose, I will definitely prefer to be with my loved ones. ;) Never mind. This is my share of sacrifices. I've been through a lot for the past 10 years. Lately life starting to be easy on me. Alhamdulillah.. I thought I will forever be a life's white mouse. I've been tested and challenged over and over again. But I keep reminding myself that someone out there might experienced worst than me. So I just picked myself up and move on. I'm responsible for my own life. So, here I am, thanking Allah for slowly giving back my life. Alhamdulillah..

Australia vs Malaysia

Interesting thing I've discovered yesterday..

Situation 1

Australia..

Boy: Look! What's that?
Teacher: Ooo.. That's a Mandril.
Boy: A Mandril??
Teacher: Yeah. It's another species of monkey.
Boy: There! Another Mandril!
Teacher: Oh no. That's Orang Utan.

Mother: Hi honey. How's your trip to the zoo today?
Boy: It was awesome. I saw Mandril, Orang Utan, Siamang, Tiger, Giraffe..

Malaysia..

Budak: Cikgu, tu apa?
Cikgu: Monyet.
Budak: Monyet? Tadikan monyet cikgu?
Cikgu: Samala tu. Adik-beradik monyet.
Budak: Oooo.. Yang tu pun monyet, cikgu?
Cikgu: Aah.

Budak: Mak, mak. Hari ni kan adik pergi zoo. Best! Adik nampak monyet.
Mak: Ye ke? Tu tak payah pergi zoo pun takpe. Belakang rumah kita pun ada. Dah. Pergi tukar baju. Mak nak masak ni. La la la la..

Situation 2

Australia..

Teacher: Kids, that's a Malayan Tiger.
Boy: Malayan Tiger?
Teacher: Yup. It came from Malaya. That's why they called him Malayan Tiger. How's a tiger sounds like?
Boy: Roooaaaaaarrrrrrr..
Teacher: Excellent!

Malaysia..

Budak: Cikgu, tu harimau!
Cikgu: Iye..
Budak: Roaaaaaaarrrrr..
Cikgu: Kamu buatla mcm tu. Kejap lagi dia datang ngap kepala kamu.

Yup. That's the sad truth about our education and learning system. Even in the Uni, the lecturers patiently answered every single question from the students. They even asked us to interrupt them if we have anything in mind. My mother (doing her Master in the Uni with the big M) once told me, she was scolded by her professor when she tried to give her opinion in the class. That fickle shallow-minded professor said that my mother was trying to 'tunjuk pandai'. What kind of attitude is that? He didn't deserve the title at all.

I noticed the parents here are very supportive towards their children curiosity. Back in Malaysia, we always get the answer 'Korang budak2, tak payah sibuk hal orang tua.' Hmmm.. Am not trying to compare. But just trying to observe and learn for the best. Hope I can be a supportive mommy and be able to provide an excellent learning condition for my children. Maybe we, the new generation could try to change this attitude. Maybe..

p/s Part yang balik rumah tu aku tambah sendiri.. ;)

Mia and Mika

Hi babes.. Yasmin, very dear friend of mine, has just started her own online business. She's in UK now with her hubby and her cute lil Mika . If I'm not mistaken, she's in accounting line. Has a very high taste in fashion. :) So she's combining her likings in fashion and her business background and taraaaa.. her very own online biz, Mia and Mika. So if u wanna get ur hands on some of the branded items in UK and Europe but don't actually have the time to travel (nice one, takde time ;)), just go to her website http://www.miaandmika.com. Here's a peek to the website

'We are bringing to you some very established household brand names in KL and some not so familiar ones but are definitely making waves across the UK and Europe.This means that you don’t have to actually travel all across the globe to get a slice of what’s going on there. Good news is the list will only continue to grow.'

Here's ur chance to get ur baju raya, handbag raya, kasut raya ;) straight from the other side of the world. The prices are affordable. Mia and Mika also provides special request service. Special request?? Haaa.. If u have specific items u want her to look for, she'll find it for u. Want to know more? Check out the website, aite? Support her ya! Take care!

Zoo Trip

At last it's Friday.. Fuh! My favourite day of the week. No class to attend. No assignment to submit. Had my bath, did my laundry, updated my assignments' due dates and now I'm in front of my laptop with my hot coffee next to me. Hmmm.. This is nice. ;)

Went to the zoo today. Ya ya.. I know. Zoo?? Hey. It's part of my assessment la. We had to observe the animals' enclosure and their psychological state. We had to assess whether the animals' enclosure are really supporting their natural habitants and this aspect could actually lead to stress and depression among the animals. Jgn main2 animals pun tau stress. Stress ok nak fikir nak makan apa hari ni, zoo keeper bagi main ke tak, badan wangi ke tak nak attract the opposite sex and banyakla! Stressful nya! Haha. These are some of the pics..

Kebanggaan Australian, Kangaroo.. Jap. Kangaroo ke Wallaby?
Entah. Wat eva.. Hehe.

Teddy bear atas pokok.. ;) Cute kan?

Freezing monkeys..

One of the rare species.. ;)

School trip. We felt like kindergarten teachers. The kids were everywhere. Running around like nobody's business. Extra friendly pulak tu. Tak terlarat nak layan. 'Hey. What's that?' Aku jawab 2 kali, dia tanya 10 kali. Rasa nak cekup sorang masukkan dalam kandang harimau tu. That boy actually made me take his picture patting that errr.. some animal.

My weight now. :( 4 times koala.. I'm back to kudud!! Damn it!

That's not tunggul. The crocs enjoying the morning sun.

The Blue Lizard. Eewwww..
Not my type of pet.

I did enjoy the trip. It was a tired one though. I'm guessing that was the first and the last one for me. ;) Tak bole tahan. Rasa mcm marathon 8 kali padang sekolah..

Tolong!!

Aku ada 3 benda tolong hari ni..

1. Tolong! Aku dah tak bole nak concentrate ni. Semua kerja tak jalan. Kepala asyik ingat nak balik. Alaaaa.. I have 3 reports to submit after the break. But my head is not functioning. I remember when I was back in STF, weeks (I mean weeeekkkksss) before the school holiday, I've had my stuffs packed, washed my shoes and even my bedsheet. Still remember the warden especially Puan Bahiyah was really pissed when she saw my 'naked' bed during weekly inspection. With my 'senyum kambing' I happily answered her, 'Saya dah ready nak balik cikgu!'. Haha. Menyirap giler Puan Bahiyah time tu. Dia suruh aku pasang balik bedsheet tu depan dia. Fine. I put the bedsheet back but once the warden went to inspect the next dorm, I took it off again. Haha. Kalau nasib tak baik (selalunya dgn Puan Bahiyah la) dia datang balik tgk aku dgn muka cheeky tgh buka bedsheet tu. Puan Bahiyah mesti jerit nama aku sekuat hati dia 'zahiraaaaahhhhh!!!!' (ye.. my name is zahirah) Hmmm.. Really miss those good old days..
2. Tolong! Tolong jgn tgk video clip Mariah Carey kat sebelah ni. Sorry but I just can't help myself. My hand was so itchy last nite. I just have to upload it since I am sooooo crazy about this song right now (thanx to Qiddin la ni). But since we're in Ramadhan and being a Mariah Carey, she just had to do a sexy video clip of herself, please refrain yourself from looking at the clip. I don't wanna be a shareholder in your 'pahala kurang'. ;) Tapi kalau nak tgk juga, tgk je la. Hehe. Best giler lagu ni. I like!
   
3. Tolong! Rambut gugur! My mom said Eizwan starts to play with his 'air liur'. Orang tua2 ckp, when the baby starts to do this (eizwan siap bole buat belon2, wah wah sukanya dia!) the mommy's hair will start to drop. I know it's normal. It's also proven scientifically. From what I've read, it has something to do with our hormone. It's just happen to be the same time as the baby's playing 'air liur' stage. Come to think about it, terror orang tua2 kita ni. Hehe. But they didn't mention it's going to be a lot ok?? When I told Ezzy about this, dgn tenangnya (ketenanganmu kadang kala merentap jiwaku ;)) dia ckp 'Takpe. Rambut baby banyak.. ' (he's referring to me not eizwan, don't get confuse, Eizwan still botak) Aduiiii.. Mcm mana ni.. Toooolllllloooooonnnnggggg!!!
   

Lesson for today

I wanna share a touching story which I got from STFOGA yahoogroups. Had tears in my eyes when I read it. Told u I'm a wet blanket! Maybe u babes can get something out of this story.

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help'. There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy.

That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?' The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way..' What he had written was:

'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it'

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing? Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.' The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling… And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

By the way.. I'm going back NEXT WEEK!! Yeay! Yeay! I'm so excited. Finally, I'll get to see my two 'bucuk's. Bucuk senior and bucuk junior. ;) Satu benda gila aku ni. Bila dah ada perkataan or ayat yang bole aku jeritkan bila aku countdown for something, aku jadi psycho. Ezzy mmg sakit jiwa bila aku jadi mcm ni. Mcm skrg ni, aku dah ada perkataan 'next week'. So, smpai aku dapat perkataan baru la aku akan jerit 'next week' everyday. So babes, till the word 'lusa'! Haha.

My 1st. Blog Award

I've received an award today! Yeay! My 1st award for my blog. Thanx Yani for the award. So thoughtful of u. Do I need to make a speech? Hehe. Poyo macam Fasha Sanda tak? Anyway, it's so sweet. Match with my blog's colour.. ;)

Suicide

"Vandern Hoven, a psychologist from Netherlands, announced his new discovery about the effect of reading the Quran and repeating the word ALLAH both on patients and on normal persons. The Dutch professor confirms his discovery with studies and research applied on many patients over a period of three years. Some of his patients were non-Muslims, others do not speak Arabic and were trained to pronounce the word "ALLAH" clearly; the result was great, particularly on those who suffer from dejection and tension. Al-Watan, a Saudi daily reported that the psychologist was quoted to say that Muslims who can read Arabic and who read the Quran regularly could protect themselves from psychological diseases.

The psychologist explained how each letter in the word "ALLAH" affects healing of psychological diseases. He pointed out in his research that pronouncing the first letter in the word "ALLAH" which is the letter (A), released from the respiratory system, controls breathing. He added that pronouncing the velar consonant (L) in the Arabic way, with the tongue touching slightly the upper part of the jaw producing a short pause and then repeating the same pause constantly, relaxes the aspiration. Also, pronouncing the last letter which is the letter (H) makes a contact between the lungs and the heart and in turn this contact controls the heartbeat.

What is exciting in the study is that this psychologist is a non-Muslim, but interested in Islamic sciences and searching for the secrets of the Holy Quran." (taken from my senior's email)

Wow! If this is true, I should suggest this to Australian Government since they're really desperate looking for the best way to reduce suicide rate in Australia. Australian just lost their favourite actor, Mark Priestley last week. He took his life out of depression. So the government has launched a national campaign in order to prevent suicide among the Australian. If only Heath Ledger knows about this. Stupid Joker!

Masak lemak telur

Wooohhhhoooo.. At last! My masak lemak telur menjadi! Haha. Okla. Not that superb la the taste. I don't care. As long as it taste like lemak + telur = masak lemak telur la kan? Muahahaha. Eventhough u can see the onions floating (blame the landlord for not providing us the blender!) but to me (a 28-mother-who only knows how to cook Indomie) it's still a great success. ;) Maybe when u're really desperate, ur hands suddenly know how to do things. That's what Ezzy told me. He learned how to cook during his years in Japan. Hmmmm.. I wonder is that the hidden reason why he said I should come here??

Last week, there were 2 Phd students came to replace our lecturer for I/O class (I/O = Industrial Organizational Psychology). One from UM and the other from UNIMAS. U can see from the pic, the guy from UM is the one wearing blue jeans, long hair and green sweater. And the rest are our classmates; Nick Carter, Enrique Iglesias, Brendan Fraser.. Hehe. As Malaysian and Malay, we were embarassed by the UM guy's appearance and attitude. Eventhough majority of our classmates did enjoy the 'one finger-can lift a man' exercise, I still think he should wear more appropriate attire since he was there as a replacement lecturer. When he was introduced by the Director, I can see the cynical look given by some of the classmates. Come on la.. Just bcoz u're a Phd student, u don't have to look hagard just to tell others u're busy. Are u that busy to look at the mirror? Guess what was the topic for that day? How national culture influence organizational culture. Aiyak! U're representing Malaysia la bro.. Some people..


By the way, that Mat Saleh with yellow t-shirt is not straight. I bet he must be so happy being lifted by a bunch of guys. Hehe. Luckily the guys didn't know that. Hahahaha..

Selamat Berpuasa!

Tanggal tiga puluh satu, bulan lapan, lima puluh tujuh.. Hari yang la la la la.. Tak ingat la. Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! Selamat Hari Merdeka Malaysian! Unfortunately, I'm not there to celebrate the rempit's day. Hehe. Now I feel like talking about the Merdeka Nite. Organized by the Malaysian Adelaide Student Association. It was held at this Dom Polski (ye ke?) Since we didn't have any car to hitch, we had to walk and take a bus, wearing our BAJU KURUNG! Haha. Mat Saleh semua tengok berpusing2 kepala. Good experience. Ticket=AUD30, accessories=AUD25, baju kurung=Lyn's, shoes=Lyn's, the dinner=not worth my effort n my money. Okla. Actually it was fun. We met new friends from the other university, Uni Adelaide. And thanx to the committees for organizing the performances. As usual they had dikir barat, malay dance (mcm tak tgk 8 tahun). It's not that I didn't appreciate what they've done, but the performances were like 'syok sendiri'. Mind my words but there were Mat Salehs who came just to watch what does independence means to Malaysian, what is actually Merdeka but unfortunately, they went back with nothing. I think the only part I enjoyed was just watching the Petronas's Merdeka advertisements and maybe the food (the food were okla). Maybe bcoz I was so damn hungry?? Hmmm.. Never thought of that. And I like the new ad where this father (Afdlin) sacrificed his dream to have his own motorbike for his son's education. Owh.. So touching.. Maybe bcoz that's what my Ayah and Mak did for me. Uhuk! I promise myself that I'll make sure their sacrifices are going to be worth it. Not to forget my baby, Ezzy. He has his own share of sacrifices for me. I love u baby..

Anyway, tomorrow is 1st Ramadhan. Selamat Berpuasa Malaysia, Australia and Japan.. I'm going to miss my favourite air soya, roti jala, lontong section 14, ikan bakar.. Uhuk uhuk! It's ok. Eventhough my friends used to call me 'kememeh' (wet blanket, wait, I think they still do) but I know I'll survive. I don't know where I got the miracle strength. It's just sooooo not me. I guess Allah always knows what is best for his slave.











These are the pics taken at the Merdeka Nite. That 'Laksamana Bentan' was our tablemate. Cool eh? ;) And the rest are Zayna (neighbour) and my cousin, Qiddin. Okla. Nak tidur. Nanti tak bangun sahur. Goodnite everybody.. Take care. Again, Happy Eid Ramadhan!

p/s Thanks Kak Phira, Timmy and Yani for the advices. So thoughtful of u guys.. :) Rajin2 la singgah baca my blog yang tak seberapa ni..