So many things..

I have so many things to tell. Hmm.. Where should I start..

1. Went to Miri last weekend with 6 of my best buddies from high school to celebrate Laila and Topeq. Few unexpected incidents happened but I guess I don't have the right to tell it here. But all in all, the whole trip was fun. I still remember back then when the 8 of us used to talk about marriage stuffs, whom, how, when and where.. When it comes to Laila, we were wondering how are we going to attend her wedding since definitely it's going to be held in Sarawak. At that time, there's no Air Asia and it never cross our mind that we can afford to go. When Laila asked each of us to promise that we'll make it to her wedding by hook or by crook, I thought the 'promise' will only be another promise. But today, we finally sealed the promise that we made 11 years ago. The 5 of us, Ina, Effa, Fazz, Sakinah and me (Nurul can't make it last minute and Mimi is sooo special case) sneaked out from our busy daily life and went to Miri to witness the celebration of Laila and Topeq. To me it was an unforgettable memory since after we left high school, it's not easy for us to spend time together like we used to. Each of us has our own life with husbands and kids, works and etc. We do sometimes hang out to celebrate birthdays but to me this time it's different. Since Laila was the last one among us to get married, I considered this moment as the closure for one cycle in our friendship life and the beginning for the next one. There were times that we miscommunicate and lead to nasty fight but I do hope each of us, Ina, Laila, Fazz, Nurul, Effa, Jaja, Sakinah and Mimi will never forget the 15 years of friendship that we built together. Each of us is not perfect. But the best thing is we have each other that can counter the imperfection. Cherish all the moments we had together. The laughs, the tears, the joy and happiness that make our friendship stronger each year. I really hope we can grow old together and 30 years from now, when the world forget about our existence, we can still laugh and cry together. Learn to accept each other. Forgive and forget. That's what friends are for. I love u girls a lot. No matter what happen, I'll stick with u girls..
2. Eizwan turned 7 months last Sunday. Happy Birthday my boy.. Daddy and Mommy love u soooo much!! He now can 'mengesot' like a soldier. He has this funny way of getting to sleep. He can also sit by himself. My little hero..
3. In 3 days time I'll be seeing my love, my sweetheart and my soul.. Ezzy Ismail.. I miss him so much.. Only Allah knows.. ;) In the mean time, I need to do some shopping. Not for me. It's for him. Went to Giant with my dad, mom, adik and Eizwan just now to get some 'barang dapur', all kinds of spices, kicap kipas udang and etc. Can't wait.. Miss u babe!
4. Since everyone is talking about the latest movie Twilight, I feel obligated to say something about it. Went to watch it with my loved ones.. Not with Ezzy but with my mother and my youngest sister! Haha. Tak tau nak rasa apa actually.. But overall, it's a movie that I'm thinking of watching it more than once. But, I do think the movie is not for my age. Edward Cullen is so kiddy. So definitely I cannot relate myself to the romance part. :( I guess I need to create my own romance in Tokyo.. Ihiks!
   

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It's been awhile since I updated my blog.. Alhamdulillah, aku dah selamat ada kat Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia.. Luckily, no stupid incident happen during my journey home. Few days after I happily enjoying my time with Eizwan, something unexpected happened. At first I was speechless, then I know I had to do something this time. I'm just tired. I had enough. But this time I feel like it's better for me to keep this story to myself. So I won't be telling any details here. I don't want the 'batu api' to happily make his/her own stupid assumption again and instead of keeping the assumption to him/herself, he/she used it to bad mouth about me. I'd rather not knowing who is this 'batu api' coz if I know, I'll make sure he/she tastes a piece of my Taekwondo side kick. Biar smpai terpusing kepala smpai mulut yg mcm haram jadah tu berdarah. Baru bole stop agaknya. Takde lg mangsa lepas ni. I really wish he/she is not one of my friends or somebody near to me. If not, I might have to be extra careful next time. Nanti habis belakang aku rabak ditoreh kata-kata dari mulut sang durjana yg tajam mengalahkan pisau. Atau mungkin aku ditikam sewaktu tidur kerana selimutku dipenuhi gunting2 yg tajam yg sentiasa bersedia menikamku apabila ku lelapkan mata. Hmm.. Terasa? Bagus.. Aku sebenarnya penat melayan kanak-kanak yg masih tak berhenti-henti merumitkan hidupku. Grow up please..

Anyway, right now Eizwan is sleeping right next to me.. Now I can kiss and hug him anytime I want.. :) Luckily when he first saw me at the airport he didn't cry or reject me like he used to do with other strangers. My mom is right. A child will always knows his mother. Last 2 days, went to see Hana's baby, A'mar.. Sweet je.. Hana is going to be a cool mom. A'mar nangis pun muka dia relax tenang je. Masa aku dulu, dah menggelabah. Satu rumah aku panggil tanya nak buat apa ni. Hehe. I bought A'mar a night jumper. Hopefully it fits. Okla.. Got to go.. Nak call the other baby.. ;)