27 days..

Fuh.. One more to go.. Break kejap.. Dah lama tak update blog.. These few days I really really miss my son.. Since he is looked after by my parents, I haven't have the chance to actually feel the feelings of being a mother. I don't know how long I could stand this. Hopefully Allah will continue giving me the miracle strength that I never thought I would have.

This is how we see each other everyday.. Pathetic right?

Luckily Eizwan is still small..

Eizwan's teman tidur.. Mr. Babuch..

It's ok.. Another 27 days to go.. I can't wait..

Hi..

Halluuu.. Firstly, sorry for the emotional entry. Hehe. It's that time of the month I guess. Women. Blame it on the hormones. ;) Anyway, thanx for all the advices. To babah dinie zikri, if I decide to saman, I'll definitely ring u, k? Starting this week I'll be drown with assignments and exams. I've bought my flight tickets. My last paper will be on the 26th November and the next day bye bye Adelaide. ;) Tp tak nak cerita apa2 pasal tu. Nanti jadi mcm last time. Touch wood! Okla babes.. Eventhough aku mcm menyampah sikit bila org ckp diri dia busy, tapi nampak gayanya dah terkena batang hidung sendiri kali ni. Aku dapat merasakan yg aku akan busy starting tomorrow. So maybe tak berkesempatan sgt nak update blog. Okla! Till then take care!

Siapa salah? Siapa betul?

Aku salah ke mereka salah? Aku betul ke mereka betul? Ke dua-dua salah? Ke dua-dua betul? Hmmm.. Manusia ni pelik. Ada yg hipokrit. Ada yg selfish. Ada yg bodoh. Ada yg pandai. Ada yg kiasu. Aku rasa aku bodoh. Bodoh kerana dari dulu smpai sekarang aku tak pandai menilai siapa kawan dan siapa haram jadah. Aku selalu fikirkan alasan utk orang kenapa mereka berperangai mcm tu. Maybe dia penat, sbb tu dia buat perangai mcm tu. Maybe dia byk kerja, sbb tu dia mcm haram jadah. Perkataan maybe tu mmg favourite word aku dari dulu. Tukang create excuses for other people's shit. Aku selalu fikir benda positive pasal orang. Kebaikan orang. Sometimes aku wonder, why should I? Life diorang, lantakla diorang nak melingkup pun. But, the sad truth is I can't. Aku susah nak marah orang and that's why some people like to take advantage of me. Tapi family aku tau, kalau sekali aku marah, segala benda melayang. Tumbuk orang pun bole. Manusia memang pelik. Orang yg baik hati selalu ditindas. Orang yg jahat mulut, ramai je kaki kipas yg bodoh nak ikut. Perasan tak? Sebab manusia takut ke? Hmmm.. Ezzy, mak aku and Alia, selalu advice aku untuk jadi selfish sikit. Tak payah fikir pasal orang lain. Buat je hal sendiri. Believe me, I'm trying. Memang itu la masalah aku dari dulu. Tapi itu ke jawapan utk kepelikan manusia ni? Semua orang jadi selfish? So kesimpulannya Jaja.. Be selfish. Be evil. Baru ada orang2 bodoh datang kipas. Panas jugak sekarang ni. Best jugak kalau ada orang kipaskan. Zaman sekarang ni susah nak cari kawan sejati. Semua berlumba nak jadi yg terbaik. No more sharing. No more I give u, u give me. Survival of the species. Species apa? Species hipo. Not hippopotamus but hypocrite. Manusia..

Jason Mraz

Selingan.. Balik M'sia hari tu dengar lagu ni mcm suka pulak.. :) So enjoy the clip!

p/s Baby! Memang confirm ni bukan Jason American Idol.. ;)

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by Jason Mraz

Hello

Hi babes.. I've just submitted my 1st major assignment. Fuh! I was damn relieved when I finally hit the 'SUBMIT' key. Luckily I had this assignment (alaaa.. assignment zoo tu!) to focus on for the last 2 days. At least my mind was fully occupied with it. So I didn't have much time to think about my sadness. Bless in disguise. ;) Another 3 to go. Gambatte Jaja! (ada ke orang wish goodluck kat diri sendiri? :)) I've missed a lot of other blog's entries. Need to do some catch up. Now I have one more stop. Effa has just started her own personal blog. My new 'tempat persinggahan'. ;) Best best..!