Selamat tinggal Malaysia..
Welcome back Adelaide..
Aku dah sampai Adelaide.. Nangis? Of course! Hehe. Mula2 aku hampir berjaya. Hati masih berjaya dikebalkan. "Kejap je, kejap je, kejap je.." otak aku berkata sendiri, tegar menahan airmata. Dengan machonya aku salam ayah, mak, adik2, kiss Eizwan banyak kali, still maintain lalalalala.. Ok. So far so good. "Kejap je, kejap je, kejap je.." Tak putus2 aku convincekan diri supaya jangan buat drama lagi. Then aku angkat beg, terus jalan masuk. Silap dia? Aku pusing belakang. The moment aku nampak muka Eizwan hulurkan tangan sambil mulut dia "Ma.. Ma.. Ma..", hati aku rabak serabak-rabaknya.. Airmata yang berjaya aku simpan selama beberapa hari turun macam hujan. Aku patah balik, kiss Eizwan lagi sambil mulut terus bertukar "I almost did it, I almost did it, almost, almost.." Yup! Almost! ;)
No matter how much I hate saying goodbye, I know I still need to go through it. I cannot run, I cannot hide and definitely I cannot negotiate. This too shall pass. At least this time aku tak menangis sepanjang2 jalan, smpai pegawai imigresen tengok aku pun serba salah. ;)
Welcome back Adelaide..
Aku dah sampai Adelaide.. Nangis? Of course! Hehe. Mula2 aku hampir berjaya. Hati masih berjaya dikebalkan. "Kejap je, kejap je, kejap je.." otak aku berkata sendiri, tegar menahan airmata. Dengan machonya aku salam ayah, mak, adik2, kiss Eizwan banyak kali, still maintain lalalalala.. Ok. So far so good. "Kejap je, kejap je, kejap je.." Tak putus2 aku convincekan diri supaya jangan buat drama lagi. Then aku angkat beg, terus jalan masuk. Silap dia? Aku pusing belakang. The moment aku nampak muka Eizwan hulurkan tangan sambil mulut dia "Ma.. Ma.. Ma..", hati aku rabak serabak-rabaknya.. Airmata yang berjaya aku simpan selama beberapa hari turun macam hujan. Aku patah balik, kiss Eizwan lagi sambil mulut terus bertukar "I almost did it, I almost did it, almost, almost.." Yup! Almost! ;)
No matter how much I hate saying goodbye, I know I still need to go through it. I cannot run, I cannot hide and definitely I cannot negotiate. This too shall pass. At least this time aku tak menangis sepanjang2 jalan, smpai pegawai imigresen tengok aku pun serba salah. ;)
15 comments:
hang mmg tabah!
tabik lapan puluh kali.
take care ye!
Tabah ja, tabahkan hati mu! satu hari nanti Eizwan akan bangga punya mama macam kau!
alamak Ja, aku la plak rasa nak nanges... takpe Ja, tak lama.. tak lama ...
well babe..
sape xrabak hati..huhu..
aku bace pn bergenang..
i2 pn dh kire cekal dh tuh..
it's ok to feel sad..
klo xsedih tuh yg ajaib tuh!!
anyway..take care k!!
setiap pengorbanan ada balasannya insyaallah. cuma jangan tanya bila dan bagaimana bentuknya.
To all:
Thank u so much for all the nice words and support.. ;) Pray for me ya! Another 1 semester to go.. Insya Allah..
sedih pilunye entry ko ni ja
Dear Jaja,
Years, months,days,minutes and seconds of challenging experiences that you've gone through and going through will definitely make you more matured,tougher and wiser. Not everyone will get your kind of experience. Out of more than trillion wives/mothers/daughters/friends...Allah chose you for this 'ujian' because you are 'created' to be a strong person.
Perjalanan yang dilalui dah jauh, so teruskan jangan give up. Doa kami bersama Jaja.
ja..sedih baca..
nasib kite tak de situ..
kot sama2 tumpang nangis..
hehehe..
kite ber2 kan rakan senangis..
a'a la..aku rase cm nk nangis gak bab anak ko hulur tgn tu..ok la tu ja..ade improvement
Nisya, Syana and Ida:
Janganlah nangis.. Nanti aku join sekali.. Hehe.. Tu la, at least this time aku ok sikit. Sikit je la.. ;)
Mak:
Yup! And I know one day I'm going to miss all these. So might as well enjoy the 'now' moment while I'm on it.. Thanx to ayah, mak and Ezzy, I think I've become a better person.. ;)
Love you for that.
Jaja!!!!!!!!!
i can feel how you felt..even my distance ngan A'mmar cant compare to yours but a mother nye sentuhan aduuuhhh..you made me cry ok..sabar k Jaja..dah nak settle dah tu
touching but so sweet.
(;
Hana:
Thanx Hana for letting me know how u really felt.. Ja risau jugak takut2 ja sorang je pathetic giler menangis bila jadi benda2 mcm ni. At least now I know I'm not the only one.. All the mothers and soon-to-be, share the same feelings.. ;)
Iyda:
Thank u.. Hanya luahan hati.. ;)
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